Weight gain, heartburn, pain during childbirth... these are things that are commonly discussed from mothers to other women. But there are several things -- things you might want to know up front -- that are left out of the pretty little package known as pregnancy.
Let me start by saying I LOVE being pregnant. Seriously watching my body change from what I think is the frame of a 12-year-old boy into a curvy, womanly figure is outstanding. My husband would agree. I also enjoyed childbirth with my first child. Yes, you heard me. ENJOYED it. Yes, there was pain, but it's called labor for a reason -- your body is hard at work. It does what it is designed to do: grow, nourish and ultimately push out a baby. That's pretty damn impressive if I do say so myself.
Okay, back to the list of what you won't hear from your best friend who just had a baby, but you NEED to know before you get knocked up:
1. Deep breaths are a thing of the past. I'm in great shape, or at least I was the month I got pregnant this time around. However, between the 24-hour morning sickness and now the doctor's orders not to workout, I am now so, SO far from that fit person. My point being that I ran a marathon one month before I got pregnant and now I literally can't catch my breath when I get to the top of one flight of stairs. Your lung capacity changes dramatically when you are pregnant because your organs have to shift around to make room for a baby (or 2 of them in my case), so something's got to give and usually that's your ability to breathe deeply.
2. You will pass gas and don't get me started on hemorroids... I'm not someone who chats about such crude, teenage boy humor like farting, but when you are pregnant your digestion changes and yes, you will pass gass frequently and without your control. There's not much you can do about this one except feel embarrassed. Also if you are lucky enough to miss out on hemorroids during your pregnancy, chances are you may experience them after delivery thanks to all the pushing.
3. People will be rude to you and make disrespectful comments to you and think it's funny and/or socially acceptable b/c you are pregnant. I'm sure you've already seen my rants on how people (randoms and close friends/family alike) like to comment on your weight when you're pregnant as if it's their job. But it's not just that. They will comment about your decision to work outside the home or stay at home, your decision to breastfeed or bottle feed, your decision on what color to paint the nursery, your baby's name... and on and on. Anything related to the baby suddenly becomes public domain and can be judged openly by ANYONE and many people feel it's their God-given right to do so outloud. Sometimes I just want to tell people to stop making wise cracks about my weight because I'll catch up with them in a year and we'll see who looks better in a pair of skinny jeans. Or I'd like to tell them that my decisions with my child are none of their business so maybe, just maybe, they should shut up. Of course b/c of my ridiculously high level of aversion to confrontation, that will never happen.
4. Stretch marks creams don't work and your body may never go back to the way it was. Stretch marks simply happen based on 2 things: your genes and how much weight you gain/how fast you gain it. I didn't get stretch marks the first time around, but with twins it almost seems inevitable. Hopefully not, but I can't do anything to control that so it's one less thing I need to stress about. As far as weight, you may get back to your pre-baby weight, but your body may have shifted. Your hips may be wider, your breasts may sag, your tummy may have extra skin that you can't get rid of. I don't mean to scare those of you who haven't had kids because it's not a given that you'll go from supermodel to frumpy mom overnight. I gained 30 pounds with my first pregnancy and lost 40. I was in better shape when she was 1 year old than I was before I got pregnant thanks to old fashioned working out and eating right. With twins I'm not expecting such fantastic results, but I'm not naive enough to think my body will always stay the same.
5. Having a baby will change your outlook on your career forever. Once you have a child, you will never be 100% happy at home or at work. I'm not saying you can't find happiness with an awesome job or that you can't be fulfilled if you choose to stay at home. I'm just saying that "having it all" doesn't really exist. You can have it all, but that doesn't mean that you'll feel like you're doing the right thing all the time.
After having my first child, I went back to my job and was happy. I liked what I did and the people I worked with, but there was an ache inside of me that I was missing out on my child's life. I'm not saying EVERYONE feels like I do, but of the women I've talked to, it's a common feeling. I said it's just the hormones talking and told myself I wouldn't make a decision on my career for at least 6 more months. Finally after even more MONTHS of deliberating, I quit my job when my daughter was 1 year old to stay at home with her. It was the best decision for me that I've ever made. But being at home doesn't mean I'm 100% satisfied with my career either. I love being with my child, but there are times I worry about what the future holds for me and what message I'm sending to her by choosing not to work. Again, these are just MY thoughts on MY situation, not a judgement on women's place in society.
I think it's common to feel an ache to be with our kids when we're at work and an ache to do more outside the home when we are with our children. Catch 22, huh?
